An Astounding Story of Life Between Lives

Hello, welcome, you guys! Everybody's joining. Hello, hello, welcome! Got a few more coming in.

Hi there! Hey Shelly, hey Bettina. Shelley, we miss you. You need to move back. I don't like you living so far away. I'm not a fan. Michael and Sandy, great to see you guys. Wendy, hello with your groovy background. And there's Lourdes. Hello, everybody's coming in.

We are going to have such a fun time tonight. I'm really looking forward to this. Let's just make sure everybody can join. Here comes Edie. Hello, Edie. There, I just admit, admit. There we go. We're going to have a pretty big group tonight, so I want to make sure everybody has a chance to join in.

Let's see here. There's Peter. Hey, Peter, good to see you. And Carla. Hey, Amy, how are you? Do you know I think about your dream all the time, Amy? That's been like one of my little data points. It's like right in there. And Donna. Hello, Bruce. Hi, how are you? Hey, Edie. And Bettina, Mary, Jennifer, Vicki. Hello, Susan.

All right, everybody's coming in. Jamie, I know there's a lot of people who are going to be watching this on the replay as well because our timing is a little late for some. So for those of you who are catching this on the replay, we welcome you as well. I'm going to be monitoring the chat tonight, so as we go, if you guys have questions for Christian, just let me know, and I will let him know.

Let me just make sure we have everybody grouped here together. All right, so I believe all of you know about Wisdom Soup, but just in case you are less familiar with Wisdom Soup, we are a spiritual community that has been meeting now for over three years. We started here in the Seattle area back when meetups were held in person, and then we started remote broadcasting the meetings, and that grew to a wider group. Now we're online, so we literally are all over the world, which is super fun.

As you guys know who are part of this group, we're a group of friends. Pretty much everybody that's drawn to this group, we're just a bunch of super, super "woo" light workers, and we go full "woo" with our topics. We talk about everything from dream interpretation to past life regression to every type of anything in between, dowsing. It really is like whatever sounds interesting and fun, that's what we talk about.

It's about that we always are continuously learning. One of the best things we can do is we are all learners, we are all teachers, so we have so much to learn from being with each other, right? From each other and from our experience. So anyway, that's what I find. This process and being part of this group has been a big part of my own spiritual growth. It's been super important, not only in terms of just the subjects that we cover but also in community.

You know, we all know that as you raise your vibration, you fall out of resonance with maybe the friends that you grew up with or the people that have been in your life previously, and we need our community. We need our people, and that's why we have groups like Wisdom Soup.

We do meet every month, the second Thursday of every month, but for next month, we are going to meet two days early because many of you guys know I have channeled some information about events that may unfold on 11/11. If you don't know about that, please go to my YouTube channel. I'm not going to go into that because that's a whole subject I'm not going to go into tonight, but that's on my YouTube channel, which you can search my name and Tucker on YouTube and hear all of the channelings on that event and what's coming.

But we may not be able to have our usual timing of that next month's meetup. It might be an unfortunate timing, so we're going to move it up a couple of days. I'll make sure I post that a few days early so that we all have a chance to join in and get together again.

All right, so for tonight, we have a speaker I'm very, very excited about, Christian Sundberg. He has a very modest himself, and he thinks that what he knows is not that interesting, and I think it's incredibly fascinating, and I think you guys will agree with me and not with him.

He is one of the few people that I've ever met who has an incredibly clear memory of experiences that he had on the other side. I'm super excited for him to share those memories and stories with us tonight. There's still a few more people joining us, but let me go ahead and get you any.

Christian, you are already all set. Your video is on, so Christian, I'd like to introduce you. If you would introduce yourself.

Christian: Sure. Before I introduce myself and get started, I'd like to be really cool with this group with all the energy I feel here. If we could just take 30 seconds to do a very, very brief meditation with each other and just set our intention together as a group because there's, like you said, a lot of light workers here. Oh, my goodness. The connectedness, the connection of this group is very powerful. So if we could just take 30 seconds, I think that would be really, really cool.

This is an amazing group. So yeah, I'll introduce myself briefly. On the human side of things, I've worked for 15 years in the nuclear industry, managing projects of nuclear valve and pump manufacturing projects. I don't totally identify with my human work, but I guess that's how we're supposed to introduce ourselves in our society.

I think it's more important to speak to who we really are, which is something far greater than the human. So in my case, I live in Pennsylvania. I lived in China for a while. Just kind of a normal guy. But recently, in the last couple of years, I felt called to share some pre-birth memory that had returned to me in my early 30s. I'm 40 now.

When I was a young child, before the age of five or six, I had clear memory of my time before I was physical, before I was this human character, and I thought everybody did, and nobody talked about it, so I didn't talk about it. But I used to draw upon that memory very commonly as a small child.

I kind of cheated a little bit because I had kind of seen ahead of time what my life would be like, so I was kind of always peeking around the curtain to get an idea of what to expect. But that memory left me at about the age of six or so, six or seven for sure. So I had no memory of that at all for most of my adult life.

I just grew up with kind of a standard environment, and I learned what I was taught and all the rest of that. Then in my 20s, I went through a traumatic experience, which I had signed up for before I had come. So I went through that experience, and I did a lot of healing from that traumatic experience.

Then at the age of 30, I began a long-term meditation practice, and much to my surprise, I began to have non-physical experiences, out-of-body experiences, and I also began to have this memory returned to me of choosing to come and my time immediately preceding this life.

When those memories returned, it was like, "Oh, my gosh, like this is the most natural thing in the world. How did I ever forget this? It's like right there." But I'd forgotten because I'd been so physically focused, so tied into all the labels and all the identity and all the rest.

So I felt actually for some number of years that I shouldn't speak about it. I felt like the timing just was not right. But a couple of years ago, I felt okay, the time is right. There's enough people ready now that we can talk about this.

So I did share. I shared with Mira Kelly, who is a wonderful woman, and I shared in a couple of other places, and it's gone an amazing response. I've met amazing people like almost every day. I'm meeting new people, and it's just been an amazing process.

So I'll share, and please, anybody, please do interrupt. Any thoughts or questions or ideas, this conversation is fluid. Everyone here is a master in their own right, so we're all in dialogue with one another. So I'm just going to recount my experience, and then anybody who wishes to interject, please do so.

Okay, so before I start, I just got to say that this kind of stuff is like impossible to talk about. Who we truly are is beyond form. You know, we are non-physical beings. We are consciousness itself, non-physical, and within the non-physical arises the world of form, arises things, objects, experiences, and words.

Words then can't speak to that higher nature because they are formed themselves. They're symbols. There's no words I can just say that could possibly even remotely touch the other side or these experiences. I just have to make that really big disclaimer to start.

Okay, so that being said, I remember a very long time ago. Again, these experiences all have a sequence, but they also are kind of happening all at once. Even now, I feel like these memories are happening now. They're not so much in the past, and yet they're simultaneously now. I don't know how to describe that.

So my earliest memory is before I had ever been physical, coming across a being who had been physical, a very powerful, beautiful being, and I was completely overwhelmed by the quality of his nature, by who he was. He was just so beautiful and full of joy and power, so much potential and amazingness.

I was amazed by the quality of his nature, his essence, and I asked him, and again, this is telepathic because there's something on the other side. "Oh, my goodness, how did you do this? Look at what you are." And he shared with me that he had been physical, and he shared with me specifically one life that he had where he had suffered with a very difficult physical ailment.

I don't know what it was, but some kind of pain or long-term suffering, and the way that he met that experience was incredibly powerful. He expanded in an incredible way because of this experience.

I asked him, "Were you healed all the way?" Like, as I saw how damaged he had been, and he shared with me, "Yes." And I kind of sensed the depth of like this damage of being physical that he'd experienced and how he'd healed all of it and this amazing expansion that had taken place within him.

And I said, "I want to do that. I want to do that. I'm going to do that." I was so fired up. I was totally committed, and he didn't quite brush me off, but it was a little bit of like, "Yeah, that's what they all say."

And I was like, "No, I'm serious. I want to do that. I want to go do that. I want to have that experience. I want to be physical." And he said, "Go talk to your guides." So I did.

And that was a long time ago because since then, I had many physical lives, and I went back and found him later and showed him, not to show him, but how to converse with him and kind of share with him, "Okay, see, I'm on the path. I said I was going to do this, and here I'm doing this."

Okay, so now I'm going to jump a bit because there's a lot. Okay, so now I'm going to jump to a bit that's somewhat immediately preceding this life where I had taken a long break. I had lived many experiences, and I took a long break. I just decided I was gone for a while. I was not doing a physical thing for a while.

I was taking a long break, and I remember this guy coming to me repeatedly over and over, "Are you ready to go back yet? Are you ready to go back yet?" Basically, reminding me of my own intention and just trying to nudge me back onto the path.

And I put him off for a while, and eventually, I said, "Okay, I'm ready to go back." And I remember reviewing with him the state of who I was, like what I had done, what I had been, and like all these things.

This is really hard. It's really hard to describe. All the stuff's like impossible to describe, but the qualities of what I had been and who I was, and the thing that I needed to work on was obvious. The thing that I, I hate to put it that way, it's not to work on, but I can tell that I had a like it was just very obvious.

If you look at like a report or something, the one thing I really needed to work on, it was glaring. I was like, "Oh, yeah, I really need to do that." And it involved a fear that I had experienced in one specific life.

In that life, the fear was so profound and so powerful that it drove me to be a very nasty person. I was a very non-helpful person. I damaged many other people. I mean, you can't truly damage the soul, but in that life, I had caused a lot of damage because of this fear.

And I ended up dying in a very painful, agonizing way. So I was surprised at how incredibly deep that fear had been for me, how deep that fear was in me.

So I wanted to re-engage that fear, and as I reviewed this, I knew the incredible amount of expansion that would be possible if I could do this, if I could meet this fear and integrate this certain energy to this degree. I just knew it would be unspeakably beautiful and powerful if I could do that.

But even then, I could see the vibrational distance was so extreme that I remember asking the guy, "Is it even possible? Has anyone, has any other being in creation ever done this? Has any other being ever done something this extreme in this kind of way?"

And he said, "Yes." And it was like this encouraging, "And you have all time to do so. There's no hurry." So I knew, and this sounds kind of as a human that sounds kind of alien to me, but at the time, I just knew with complete confidence, "If it can be done, I will do it. If it can be done, I will do it."

I knew that I had that ability. So with that being said, they brought me a life that was really perfect for this intention of mine. So I reviewed this life, and it was perfect. It was like almost as good as they get.

And I accepted the life, and I accepted the veil. Okay, so the veil of forgetfulness, this process of incarnating, is what I remember the most out of all this. And that process is very abrupt and shocking.

So in this life, I accepted the veil. The veil came over me, and then I was in the womb. But okay, so when the veil came over me, I felt my knowing be cut off. I felt my vibration plummet from great heights down to the low, low, lower and lower and go lower still, and then lower, lower, and then you finally get there.

And when you're there, it's so low, it's ridiculous, and you're cut off. I mean, at least for me, I felt cut off, and I felt like I didn't have that connectedness with other people or any other beings anymore. I didn't have my knowing anymore, and it was terrifying.

And I wasn't even born yet. I was just in the womb, and I was terrified. And I was only there for a very, very short time, and I said, "You know what? I'm not doing this. This is not happening. This is so ridiculous. This is so low vibration. This is so dark. I am not doing this."

And I summoned my might, and I smote the veil. I fought my way out, and I succeeded in doing that. But I had killed the fetus. I had killed the body that was to be mine, and I feel responsible for that. I feel sadness because when I got to the other side, I had a life review even for that very short life.

I reviewed, and I remember seeing the mother and all the hundreds of other people that would be negatively impacted. I could feel how I negatively impacted the mother. I heaped more difficulty on her through the sorrow of her loss, and also hundreds of other people whose lives would be made more difficult because I had made the mother's life more difficult.

And I couldn't believe it. I was like, "Well, I mean, it's really hard to describe, but I went in with great intentions. I had all these good intentions. I had this big plan, and then I just, and then my fear was so great that right at the beginning, I caused that."

And I not only did not succeed in my intention, but I caused the game to be more difficult for the players that I so loved and respected. That was how I, I mean, I'm using metaphors now. It's not quite like that, but so I was disappointed.

I mean, I knew everything was okay. Everything's on the other side. You know, everything is well. It's okay, but I was disappointed that I had let that happen.

So I decided before I attempted this again because I knew I would want to try again. Before I did that, I practiced accepting the veil because I didn't want to have that same thing happen again.

So I remember going to this place that can only be described as like a veil acceptance simulator room. It was like a place you go where they practice surrendering to the veil and having your knowing cut off and feeling separate and dark and alone.

And it's kind of like diving into a pool and then seeing how long you can stay underwater, and then you can jump back out if you get too scared, but you practice.

And I remember practicing, and basically, it had to do with my willingness to feel the fear and my willingness to allow and not resist. So after doing that, they brought me this life, and this life was not as optimal as the first one would have been.

It was still good. It was quite good, but each life is only so good because the soul, the spirit, is rather complex. And what makes it up, in my case, I just knew I had many qualities and a certain type of my nature, and that nature has to interface with the life somehow, and then that has to work within the context of what you're trying to do, what you want to do.

And this life was pretty good. It wasn't perfect, but it was good. So I remember reviewing this life in great detail and reviewing what I can only describe as a vast flowchart or like a tree of all the things that might or could or would happen in this life.

And there were, it started like kind of like if you imagine a tree tipped on its side, like a thicker trunk, and then it went out to branches, and there's all these paths. Some paths were very likely, some paths were a lot less likely, but it wasn't about events.

Well, I mean, there were definitely events in it, but it wasn't so much about events as how it would feel, how it would be to be that person in these different possible avenues of how this life might unfold.

And I went through millions of possibilities all within the blink of an eye. It was easy to do that. I remember reviewing just tons of huge amounts of information all at once.

And I knew even then that it was very likely that I would experience a trauma in my 20s that would crush me and that would help facilitate my opportunity to re-experience this fear that I wanted to re-experience and integrate.

So I was super excited to do this, to accept this, even though I knew it would be hard. And I knew that the body, this body, had certain limitations that other bodies do not, and that this body would be difficult in certain ways on a day-to-day level that would challenge my ego or something.

It would make it difficult for me in a way that I would be forced to turn inward, and I would have to find strength. And also, I wouldn't be able to go totally down the ego path because it would be too challenging.

So anyway, I reviewed all this, and I remember there having to be a moment to accept, and I don't remember that moment, but I do remember after that waiting for this to start the life.

And I was in a state where I was still timeless, and it was wonderful. And I remember this light, this powerful light, and then I remember the guy coming to me and being like, "All of a sudden," and not rude, but almost rude, like, "Now, go. Now, you have to go now. Right now."

Getting my attention like, "Super, like now, buddy." So I was like, "Okay, now." So then, alright, the next thing is I was at these beings that I can only describe as tinkerers or technicians. These beings who are like technical in nature, and they helped apply the veil to me.

So they do this. I don't know how to describe it. There's this thing like the spirit has certain nature and qualities, and the life is certainly something going on in the body, and they have to do this thing where it like, I don't know, they make everything fit somehow.

So they were doing that, and they asked me one more time, "Are you sure?" And I knew that this was the point of no return. If I said yes here, I was in for the ride. I was strapped in.

And I remember saying, "Yes," and then the veil coming over me again. Okay, so this time, my intention was, "Okay, just don't fight it. Just let go. Don't resist. Just allow."

And I remember, okay, so like this drop in vibration is meaningful to explain, but if you imagine like an amp that produces a pitch, and then you have a vowel, and you turn it down, when it turns down, well, I turn all the way down, and then turn down more and more and more and more and more and keep cranking down.

That's how it felt in the vibration of the being coming down into this super dense, super tight, super cut-off, like going to the vacuum of space. I think is a good metaphor. I like to use it. It's like you go to a place where there's just no heat and no air. There's just empty space.

That's how it felt, but also super dense, like coming down and being shoved into a tuna can, like a fish can. And it was incredibly jarring, but I just strove not to fight it.

Okay, so one of the things I had asked before in the review process was I had asked to have a small amount of memory this time. I said, "I don't want to forget everything. I want to have just a tiny, tiny little amount of memory, just a tiny little bit."

And they said I could do that. They had said that I could do that, but it would make it more challenging. It would make this life more difficult because the contrast would be even greater.

And at the time, I knew that even that contrast was like all contrast, an opportunity for growth. So I accepted. So anyway, as the veil came over me now, I was feeling this, and there was like this little window open that I surmised.

I don't know for certain, but I think it had to do with that request because I had this little window open that was not available all the way, and I remember holding on for a super long time and being like, "Oh, my gosh, this is crazy," and sending a signal back through the window.

Did it take back to the technicians? And then sending one signal back, "Yes." So I knew that the veil had been successfully applied, and I allowed myself to be in the womb in peace for a while.

So then I was there for a while, okay, and it was all good. And then eventually, I said, "I'm not doing this. This is like the darkness and the cutoffness and the lack of connectedness." And I was like, "Stuff, I'm not doing this again."

So again, I reached this point where I'm like, "This is ridiculous. This is just so ridiculous." So at that moment, I began to summon my energy again so that I could fight my way out again.

But as that happened, I had this very humbling moment, and it's like the most holy, precious memory for me. I remember the spirit of God coming to me and showing me that I was still all that is.

It showed me the stars and the solar system, and I remember feeling the churning of the sun, the joy of that, and knowing that was still me. And the spirit said to me, "This is still what you are. You can never not be this."

Most only thing for me to remember because that's what we really are. That's what all of us really are. And it's very hard to remember that now because I feel deep in the human experience right now. I'm not close to there right now. I'm deep in the weeds.

But at the time, it called me a lot, and it made me relax, and I was like, "Oh, good. Oh, that's good. I'm still that. That's good." So then I relaxed, and as I did that, I just was able to let go and experience the simple, relatively simple experience of being in the womb.

Okay, so then the next memory is the day I was born. I remember the day I was born. I remember just one visual image of the room after I was out, and I remember seeing the layout of the room.

And then when I was older, I drew the room from my mother, and I said, "You were here. The bed was here. Here was the window. Here was the heating grate. Here was the doctor." And she said I was right, which I knew I would be.

But beside the visual memory, that wasn't the most important memory. The most important memory was just like the experience, the shock. There was no context yet. I was just, I had no intellectual context whatsoever. I was like a clean slate.

So it was just sense data and stuff going on. There was cold and shock and light and touching and very intense sense data. And I remember being intensely curious and looking around and being like, "What is this place? Where am I?"

And looking at these beings who are taking care of me or doing whatever they're doing and being in awe of them and actually feeling love for them. And actually, it's funny because just last week, I was talking to my father about this memory, and he said, "That's interesting."

He said, "Because the day you were born, your eyes were wide open, and you were looking at everything with such an intense curiosity." And he said he couldn't believe that such a young baby could have such an intense curiosity.

And I remember that. I remember being like, "What is this?" So after that, I don't have any memory for years after that first day. I mean, I have some very vague memories of looking up at my crib, looking up at the dangly thing that's supposed to get my attention, and being happy when my mother came to get me.

Some brief memories like that, but when I got older, when I was like two or three, I just assumed everybody knew that we weren't really from here. This was just a neat experience, any place we came to have an experience.

And I assumed that many things and the other realities would be true here. And the example I mentioned in the other video was I remember assuming that we could feel each other's emotions here because in other reality systems, you just share feelings and information, and it's all telepathic, and it's just an open channel.

So I remember being in a diaper one day, and my parents had a friend over who was a neighbor, and I remember that my father had a record on the record player, and he was playing a song I really liked, and I remember dancing to the song and feeling really funky and shaking my little push in my diaper and saying to the neighbor, "Watch me dance," because I wanted her to feel what I was feeling.

And she walked away unimpressed, and I remember this like dawning on me like, "She can't feel what I'm feeling. Like, what is going on? Like, what is this place where we can't feel each other's emotions? Like, what the heck is going on?"

It was just so foreign, and I had other assumptions that I thought would be true here. And even to this day, I feel like there's certain things about this world that I just don't get. Like, it's just not normal. Certain things that happen here are just not where we're typically used to being.

Another example I like to use is I assumed that people who were in positions of authority or power were loving and wise beings because in other reality systems, the powerful beings who are in roles of authority or helpfulness, they're loving and wise.

So I assumed that to be true here. Like, if you were teaching a classroom, you must be a loving and wise being. And if you were the mayor of the city, you must be even more loving and wise. If you're the president of the United States, you must be the most loving and wise person.

Well, that's not how it works on Earth. It's just not how it happens. So eventually, like I said, the memories passed, and I had no memory of that at all until I was 30, and then this began to return to me.

And as it did, there's been moments of curiosity where I'll go to a memory and be like, "Oh, what else?" And I just get this nudge like, "No, you don't need to know anything else."

And there's a reason that the veil is because the veil, I'm so thankful that I'm veiled because even having a tiny glimmer is just, it can be very painful. So that's a summary.

It's really, again, it's really hard to talk about these things because they're way bigger than anything words can say. And we like to think of things from the human perspective, so we like to think in terms of objects and events and places and what did that look like and where did you go and yeah.

But the whole physical universe that we're in right here is something of a virtual reality. It's something of a, it's occurring within our consciousness itself that pre-existed and will exist after the constraints of this physical experience are done.

So those reality systems and those experiences are just so transcendent by comparison next to what we can possibly say here.

I went for a long time, no, it's amazing. I didn't want to interrupt you because, to me, it's like this story is just so incredible. So what? It's actually not incredible because I just have to say that because every person here, yes, has done that and more. But that's the part. Nothing unique.

There's nothing at all unique about me at all. I think that's what someone feels like. It's like, "Oh, that's so interesting." No, it's not. It's very normal, actually. Everything I'm just describing is very normal. We are non-physical beings having a human experience. This is what we are.

And we have all gone through incredible journeys, but I think that's what's amazing. Okay, sorry about it. Yeah, it's to think that we've all done that, like to have you explain it, and for all of us to understand as you're talking about this experience, for each of us to know that we've done that and that we're doing something similar.

I can't speak for you, of course, but you've done very likely that. Everyone has had, I mean, I feel like it's very likely that everybody's had a similar process. I can only speak for myself, but yes, all of us. We all come intentionally.

There's a really important point. There's no such thing as an incarnation without free will agreement, right? There's always agreement. So all of us agreed, even though we don't remember, and everything we've ever failed, and Earth is super, super dense.

You know, we did agree to come here. Yeah, and I've heard, and I think many of us have heard the description before of what it is to be born and to accept the veil, but I've never heard it in a first-person account before. I've never heard someone so that's what makes it feel so real. It's visceral.

That is so exciting that it's not just theory. You know, I hear theory. I hear the description from, and this is like, you know, you talking about, "I went down to the 7-11 and bought a soda," and yeah, and I accepted the veil, which is like, it's like it's real.

It is real, and it's interesting because I think a lot of, so in spirituality, in general, you know, I think we tend to kind of think about it a little bit like we put it in this conceptual bucket, and it's over there somewhere. You know, it's like this abstract thing.

Well, okay, we're spirits, but we're really on Earth. I really see what's in front of me. Okay, but there's some, you know, there's angels, and there's other reality. No, it's real. Yeah, and actually, this place, this experience, is the less real experience.

And we all kind of know that. You know, we all kind of sense this is not quite all that's going on. This is like the dream. This is what I like to call it, like a black-and-white movie. It's real, but it's not fundamentally real.

It's not the most real, and where we come from and who we really are is what is far more real, and it's very normal. Yeah, it's not like, you know, woo-woo fairy tale, like, "Oh, that's weird religious stuff." No, no.

We are more than human. It's just that here on Earth, it's very normal to be very heavily veiled, especially because of just the way that we've, the nature of this reality, and what we've done with it, and the way that we play with this dense form.

It's just the way that it works that we feel completely immersed in it, but yeah, that's not really what we are.

One question that came in was from Wendy. She was asking about, so when you took on this life, the fact that there was, you said, some ego challenge. Was that complementary to your purpose, or was that part of your purpose?

I think it was complementary, and I think it was both because it complemented the growth, but it was also very much important that I do that because if I wasn't challenged in that way, I don't think I would have the ability to meet the big kahuna fear when it arrived.

Like, I needed to have a day-to-day challenge to be able to be in a place where I can meet the fear. And like another thing, I know that had to happen is I knew that my father was important because I knew that my father would instill a confidence in me.

He would build up my confidence a lot as a child, and that confidence would be really important for me to have a rock to stand on to face this fear. And he did that. I also knew that it was important that I be male and not that male.

So I had some people make comments after that. I mentioned this in the other video, and they said, "What about how females can excel?" Of course, that's not what I'm saying. It's just that the female and the male energy are just different, and there's a certain kind of an edge that I needed to call, even an obtuse edge or something.

I just needed a certain edge to be able to meet the fear in the way that I needed to meet it. And nothing that's nothing to do with male or men or women being better or worse or anything like that. I just knew that it was important that I'd be male.

Anyway, those were just other examples of things that were important for me to be able to meet fear.

Yeah, a couple of questions came through. Donna is asking, "Why is it necessary that we hide from our true selves?"

Okay, so if you weren't veiled, you would be the unveiled you, and the unveiled you is connected to all that is and is unlimited and is full of power and connectedness, and there is no duality to strive against in that because that's you.

You are transcendent of that. So to put it in a mundane way, so like, if you knew that you were the sun—I like to use the sun because that's what I experienced in my womb experience—but if you knew that you were connected to the sun like tangibly, not just as an intellectual idea, but you could feel the sun in your being, and you could feel its bliss, and you knew that you were the stars, and you knew that nothing could, you know, get up in the morning and eat your cereal and drive to work?

No, you wouldn't because you'd be the sun. You wouldn't be you. So if you want to be you, if you want to be the separate you, then it's actually a huge opportunity to be veiled because it means that now there's this unique perspective from which you can integrate from, and that perspective is an incredible opportunity for expansion.

Which there's a, okay, this is an important idea. So, and again, I'm drawing a line because in duality, but because we're in duality right now, but this is beyond duality. So you've got source, okay?

So if you imagine that is like a sun or something, a source of light, if you can go like this far away from source or this far or this far vibrationally, and then you can integrate that experience and be fully there, then there's this expansion that takes place.

This is so beyond words. That's very, very, very powerful, and that's only possible if you are the human immersed all the way in the human character. It's exactly that immersion. It's exactly that consistency and the denseness of the experience that gives it the edge that permits the expansion that we are looking to.

So is it defining our finding our way back to source from so far a distance is what causes the expansion of spirit? I think that's a natural thing. I think that's going to happen naturally as one does that.

It's not that the goal is simply to find one's way back to source because you're already source. You're already the drop in the ocean is still the ocean. You are still the ocean right now. You're not actually separate.

This is a really important point. None of us are actually separate from each other. We are not separate from God or source, whatever we want to use. We're not. Okay, so but though, if we come into this defined experience and we want to integrate this experience, and integrate means we fully experience it, we bring love to it, we bring openness to it, we learn how to be our true loving joyful selves in that experience, whatever it is.

As we do that, the expansion naturally happens, and we naturally end up returning because we were already there in the first place. I don't know how else to put it.

A question is, one person was wondering if you wouldn't mind sharing what the fear was that you needed to overcome, if you're okay if that's, you know, if it's universal.

Yeah, absolutely. Absolutely. Well, I'm still in the process of integrating this fear. It's too big to do all at once, but I've taken very important steps in this life to do that.

So when we talk about fears and from the human perspective, we like to say a fear of something, you know, like a fear of spiders or something. It's bigger than that. It's like a vibration. It's a state of being in which one is distant from source in a certain vibrational way.

And the way that I could best describe that would be, and this has to do with the negative self-perception, okay? Because fears ultimately arise from a negative either a negative self-perception or a perception that's negative about the world.

So there's always some, we fear is always because we bought into some perception that is not in alignment with the truth. So the truth is we are powerful. When we buy into the perception of powerlessness, we feel fear.

The truth is we are loved. We buy into the idea that we are not loved, we feel fear. Anyway, in my case, this specific fear was a fear of inability to escape agony mixed with being too proud to suffer.

So, reject, so being stuck in pain and being too proud to, like, kind of like stuck in pain and not resisting it. So because that was the fear, I have had some very interestingly painful experiences in this life, which is okay.

It's okay because ultimately, there's no experience that I choose to not reject. Any experience that's my goal because there is no need to reject any of the experiences. But in my case, I was in Chengdu, China, and I intended to live in China after I graduated from college.

And in this case, physically, what happened was I had a heat stroke, and I was in a Chinese hospital for four days, and I was given a large amount of potassium—bag after bag after bag after bag of potassium.

It caused some kind of neurological burn in my whole system that was absolutely agonizing, and I was stuck in that for weeks. I also, my body had a whole bunch of other problems, and it was just agony.

And I suffered trauma from that. I was in a hotel room in China for a while. I had lived in China in Beijing in the year 2000. This is 2002 that this experience happened, and that experience went on for a while, and I was traumatized from it.

I went through years of counseling to face the feelings and the fears and the sensations that I experienced in that moment. See, I'm a really sensitive person, and actually, that goes hand in hand with having some memory of pre-life because I knew that if I wanted to have some memory of pre-life, I'd have to be very sensitive.

And so, the experience was even more intense. I experienced everything pretty intensely. So the moment that I rejected for many years was a moment I was laying in a hospital bed in China, and I felt like I was going to die, and there was no way to escape this pain.

And that was it. It was very, very, very dark, a vibrational moment. So yeah, I don't, I no longer have trouble viewing it now. I have set an incredible amount of things into momentum in my own experience because we set momentum with our intention, with our beliefs.

It creates momentum, and things arrive into our experience from that. And so, there are moments when I have, you know, some serious, you know, significant pain at times, but that's okay.

I don't resist. I'm not, reality is not our enemy. So as things arrive to us, we can allow them and feel them and meet them with openness, and I'm striving to do that.

I love that. I think that is a message I keep getting over and over again: to allow what comes, yeah, to see what arises and to accept it and to work with it.

Another question that came in is, "Did we pre-choose our career path as well, or is it insignificant in this whole journey for our profession?"

I don't know. Not sure. Okay, I can't say categorically. I can say in my case, I had no memory of, well, I just say pre-life. I had no memory of the job I would do, but as a child, I actually, interestingly, had an intuitive moment where I pictured this one room where I would have a business meeting.

And then, like, I forgot about that, and a few years ago, I was in this room having this meeting, and I had this moment where I came back, and I'm like, "Holy crap, I saw this like 30 years ago."

So, so this, but that's, see, the system, spirit is very good at predicting outcomes because it has all the data. But anyway, so I don't know. I don't know if, I think for some people, I imagine that in their pre-life plan, doing a certain physical work is going to be very important for them.

I imagine that's definitely true for some people. I just know in my case, it didn't come up.

Sheila was asking when you were talking about the first being who inspired you to come in the first place, that that person was so powerful and positive, and she's wondering what that was relative to. So she's curious about hierarchy on the other side and what does that look and feel like.

Okay, so I won't try to speak to the hierarchy overall on the other side, but I will just say that love is that is the hierarchy. So in my, okay, so like, I think a metaphor would help.

So if you had, like, let's say you took a beautiful maple leaf from a tree, and you put it next to a large flowering grapevine, which one is better? Well, they're just different. Sure, one is bigger and has more grapes, but this one's beautiful too.

That's kind of like how spirit is. Each spirit is gorgeous and unique and meaningful. But in this case, in comparison to what I could do at the time, this being was incredibly powerful.

Actually, that reminds me of an interesting quote from Bob Monroe. He's an out-of-body explorer. Many people here are probably familiar with Robert Monroe's books. He said something like, "Beings who graduated from the physical universe experience were like gods in other systems."

Now, it's not that we come here to be powerful. It's that as we grow in joy and love and as we conquer fear, power is the natural result, especially in other systems that are much less constraining.

This is the constraining, super crazy place. So if we can master things here, holy cow, we've got it made when it's a lot easier. It's like metaphorically, if you go and, I don't know, you go run a marathon, it's not hard for you to jog a quarter of a mile.

It's not, you know, you've already run a marathon. Kind of like that.

What is it to be powerful on the other side? Is it to be, what do you use that power for? What are you doing? So there are different reality systems, and there are different rules in them, and most, I don't know, I'm not like an avid out-of-body explorer.

I don't have tons of experience, but the experience I've had and from my pre-birth memory, my understanding is that many other systems are thought-responsive, intent-responsive, and the nature of who we are immediately has an effect on the environment or on what we can do.

So when consciousness evolves, its capabilities in those environments evolve. Now, that's like more of a tangible, you're asking power like, "What can it do?" You say, "What can it do?" So that's more like, to me, that means more like something tangible.

So in a reality system, there's a way that spirit can better execute, better, I don't know, actualize, I guess, its nature when it has evolved. I'll put it that way. But power overall, the true power is love, beingness itself.

That is the only power. So I can't really answer, "Oh, well, you can move some rocks." No, not about moving rocks. It's about being, beingness with a capital B, and as beingness expands, it's beautiful and powerful.

Like, I mean, people who have had near-death experiences or spiritual transformative experiences, you experience interacting with source. They convey power but also amazing total love.

That's the true power: the love of surrender and who we really are, beingness itself. That is the power. So when we can take that beingness and reflect it here in a circumstance, that's powerful.

Let's say you've got an illness. Let's say you just heard you got a really terrible illness. How do you meet that moment? That's powerful. If you meet it with love and openness, that's power.

Yeah, we like to take words like power and then define them. You know, we're like, "Oh, okay, I got these words. Okay, so what is this?" And we always want to know, "What is this thing? What is this?"

It's bigger than that. Unfortunately, unfortunate to the thinking mind.

So she was asking, she's wondering if we have color, like are different souls different colors? So like green rays or like this idea of the different rays. Do we perceive as color, or are we all white?

She asks, "I've experienced color in out and on non-physical realities." I'll just say that, and I know that I've had experiences where I've engaged another being, and the quality of their nature is full of much, including color and vibration and sound.

And again, we like to say, "What is that thing? You know, what is, what's the sight?" I know green. So is there green? Well, actually, green's kind of a good example because the one out-of-body experience I had, all I did was look at the grass.

It was this reality system. It had grass, and the grass was the most beautiful grass I ever saw. It was vibrant, alive. The green was so green and so beautiful that I spent, I felt like I could look at the grass all day and be completely full of joy because the grass was so green.

So there's color.

What other reality systems do you remember? I'm not going to try to define that from here. I think I would be very incorrect to do that. Is there another one or one other that you can, I can, I'd probably try to categorize at least a couple.

I've had out-of-body experiences that I would say are like very local, where I see this world. Like one time, I was walking down my steps. This is kind of a funny story, but I had, I was walking down my stairs, and I was out of body.

So I gave myself permission to get up from bed, and I got up from bed, but I didn't actually get up from that. My body was still in bed. So I'm walking down the steps, and I'm like, "Am I out of body?"

Just something just didn't, it wasn't quite right, but it was perfectly normal. Like, it's so normal. So I'm walking down the stairs, I'm feeling the carpet in between my toes, and I'm feeling the cracks in the wall, and I get to the bottom of the stairs, and I actually concluded I was not out of body because it was so normal.

And I actually thought to myself, "I'm the only guy in my city walking down his stairs wondering if he's out of body." Like, I actually felt dumb because I'm always exploring. I'm always trying to ask the questions because you've got to like have that mindset if you're going to, so but then I got to the bottom of the stairs, and the light was just a little bit different, and I'm like, "Maybe I'm out of body."

So how else can I test it? Because I could feel the wall. I could feel the carpet. So I decided to try to walk through the wall in the front of my house, and I did. I walked through it, and I was in the front yard, and I was like, "It's a good test. Oh, my gosh, I'm out of body."

So that was one experience, but I think that's actually the only time I've had an experience where I was that local in my house kind of thing. But I've had other experiences that are in vibrant, like rich-colored, vibrant realities that are just alive with color and vibrancy.

That's the only way I can put it. I've also had experiences where I've interacted with someone. I've had four times. I like to do this little experiment when I, if my body's asleep, and I have a non-physical experience with somebody, I like to try to prove it the next day, like a hobby.

So if I meet the person, I usually try to get their attention in a way that I can confirm with them when we wake up. So and I've had four successes so far. I've probably had five or six failures, but I've had four successes, which is pretty cool.

That is cool. That's very cool.

Another question is wondering, someone's wondering about, as spirit, that we can travel through all the different dimensions. So she certainly is like, like seven through twelve, then ten through twenty-two.

She recently learned that someone who had six near-death experiences that there are 22 dimensions, and after ten, it's like either we get to create galaxies and planets. Anyway, she's wondering what your impression is of all that.

The answer is yes. I won't speak to the number of realities. I don't know. I don't know the number of dimensions, but I do know that consciousness itself is always connected to all other things, always.

There is no separation, truly. The consciousness I'm talking about, your consciousness right now, the you that's listening, the aliveness that you feel in your body, the eye that eye is the movie screen that the physical universe is playing on.

And you don't have to have a physical movie playing on it. This is just a metaphor. That consciousness that I, that's you right now, is the same eye that is connected to all things and can experience other reality systems.

There's a good quote by the guide Seth. Seth Speaks. I love Seth. That's great. Says something like, "Reality, physical reality, is a bright point of light that you just never look away from, but you can."

And I love that because it takes some getting used to because here in this reality, we get super deep, super dense, super focused, super labels, super physical, super worries, super pain, all the stuff.

So it takes some serious practice usually to even achieve silence of thought. You need to be able to experience what you really are, which is awareness itself, without having thought constantly bombard you.

And then once you are thought itself, or I mean, thought itself, beingness is self-awareness itself, you will find non-physical things will rise to you all on their own. Like, you don't go get it. At least, it's not how I experience it. They just come because they're in you already.

Like, think of it this way. It's in you. It's not that you are stuck in this place and you've got to go somewhere else. Now, the physical location, discrete location, is an illusion.

Like, right now, you're on the West Coast, right? I'm in the Eastern Time Zone. Well, not really. What's really happening is we're engaged in this mutual environment that we perceive as the physical world that has context, really good context.

But ultimately, there is that's all. You're not really that face that I see on the screen. I'm not really this. We are already connected in the higher state right now. You don't have to. You're already on the other side of the veil right now.

So when you were brought a life, what were you doing? You said they brought it to you, so presumably, you were in the midst of something else. What were you doing? Were you, oh, how were you?

Yeah, I used the word frolicking in the last video because it like, I think that's a close English word. Like, I remember being in a realm of golden light and just, you know, prancing is the wrong word, but just like, just enjoying being and moving.

And I remember engaging in some activities that we might call like communication, creative endeavors, visiting places, all very fast. But I won't try to go any more into that. I don't think because I think it's just not right for me to do that from here.

Is it because yes, we want to know like, "Oh, what objects were there?" We're really curious about environments, you know, because we live in a physical environment, so we think reality is an environment.

You know, we think we look around, we see this environment. All in reality, this is what reality is. So now I want to know what other, I'm not saying that environments aren't important. They are. They're really cool.

I mean, we create environments in this reality and in others. It's just that we're bigger than just the objects or the places.

Anyway, so that makes sense. I think it relates back to what you were saying about when they were trying to explain the life to you, they were focused more on how you would feel at different stages of the life versus the specifics of the reality.

It's how it is to be it. What is it like? Like, right now, if you were going to have a conversation with a non-physical person, you know, would they be asking you like, "What did you do at work today?"

No, it's, "Who are you? What is it to be you?" And then what you share is exactly what it's like to be you, exactly what you're feeling, exactly what your perspective is, exactly, you know, what I mean?

Like, it's not about the things happen, the context happens, the actions happen, the job happens. That's okay, and that's a part of it. It's meaningful, but really, what you're experiencing is what it's like to have that experience.

That's amazing. That's totally amazing.

I've been told by the angels that one of the things that's coming on Earth after this awakening is that we will develop that same empathic telepathy here, and they said it will bring world peace.

That people, that negotiations will go more smoothly because of the fact that people and people who don't necessarily understand what's happened to them, they won't know why it is, but they'll all of a sudden know that they can't, that all of a sudden, they understand each other's point of view, and that the negotiations will go more smoothly, and it'll lead to peace.

It makes sense to me because it's what we naturally are, so it makes sense to me. I mean, I don't have any knowledge specifically on that topic, but it makes sense to me that we would eventually reach a place evolution-wise where we're able to do that here too.

Yeah, yeah. I also remember knowing that this reality, this whole universe, is not the first time we've done this. This is like the next level. We're preceding levels, like preceding unit.

This sounds great. I know that this guy, you said, "Go full woo here." No, I know. I know. Everybody's leaning. This universe is not the first time. In fact, I have a memory, part of the pre-work memory is I remember the moment that there was this intention being issued forth from source and through all of us, like we were all involved, to do this universe.

And it was not the first time. The veil has been used before. I like to think of the veil as like a consciousness technology, like a spirit technology, and this is not the first time there's been a veil.

Earth is not the first time. This whole universe is not the first time, but I do remember feeling that this universe had a new level of low density, like a new challenge level, to take the next level of expansion.

Wow. And I feel like even talking about this is something that really would not have fit even a few years ago. So I feel like now is the time. We're all kind of trying to remember a little bit, remember.

That's why we're doing things like this.

Do you have a memory of, you said that there was a universe before, and then that one, this is sort of universe 2.0? Or I don't remember how many or what.

Yeah, more than 2.0. Yeah, yeah. Not it's not like the second. I don't know.

Do you?

Okay, okay. Interesting. And then in the retraction of that breath, is the energy of that universe just re-neutralized and reused?

The way I experienced it was the universe was not, I don't want to say it's not real because it is real, but it's not really real. It's like a virtual reality, like a video game, maybe.

Okay, so we're, but it's a really real video game that we get to create together, and there's the in-breath and out-breath. I'm talking about is the churning of billions of years of experience and then all the integration that goes along with that for countless beings.

That's another important point. There's a lot of topics here. The, there's only so many slots on Earth. There's only so many characters that can be played. There's only so many people and only so many animals and only so many choices.

And there's way more conscious beings than there are slots on Earth. And in fact, I've read, and I intuit this is correct, but the number of guides there are helping us outnumber the number of players in the game, outnumber the number of humans.

So anyway, being given the opportunity to play a human is super, super rare, awesome, an amazing opportunity. Like, it's like being handed the most precious gift in the universe because, you know, from that side, there are only so many, like, there's only so many, and being human is like, "Oh, my gosh, like, really? Like, holy."

And the irony, of course, is that all of us here, so many of us just want to get out. You know, we're like, "We're just done with this." But I'm telling you, this is a gift. Every one of these wonderful people listening today, and I gotta say, like, the energy that I'm getting from all these people, holy cow, you guys are awesome.

Every one of us has been given a gift to come here and to do our part to live. And when I say do our part, I don't want to say like, "We came to do this task." You know, we like to think in duality like, "Okay, I'm gonna do this action."

It's more about being you, the real you, the loving, joyful you in your life where you are. Just do that. Just be you. Be the real you, and as you do that, we will bring love to the world because love is what we are.

We are loving beings. We're not twisted, fearful beings. We do get temporarily twisted up in the many pains of this life. We do get abused, and we do suffer, and we get sick, and eventually, our bodies even die.

You know, so it's super crazy, but that is not who we really are. So you're allowed. You have permission, not for me, just because of who you are, not from anybody. You have permission to not take the play so seriously.

You can be yourself. Have fun. It's fun. Make it fun. Enjoy what you want to enjoy. Let go of what you want to let go of. Be the person that you feel you should be.

And you know what? That's not easy. I don't know. I'm like not a master at this or something. Like, I'm just another flawed individual trudging my way through the, you know, the muck.

But if we choose to meet this day, this moment with openness, it's very powerful. That small stuff is the big stuff. You know, our, that's something that guys tell us a lot. The little things are the big things.

That is where the power is. So you don't have to worry about solving a huge crisis and fixing the whole world and making all your money and all that stuff. Just eat this moment, this day, the best you can. That's it.

Have fun. Love the person next to you. Love yourself. Yes, face your fears. That's a big one.

When you, wait, so you're saying how being here is such a gift, and so when you told your guides that you decided you wanted to try to come to Earth, was there like, what determined whether or not or when you were able to go?

Was there like, you said these spots are difficult to come by.

So in my case, I actually did not remember specifically asking for Earth. I just asked for a life to fulfill my intentions, and they brought me the human life. I don't even know if my last incarnation was human. I don't know.

I just know that knowing that it was a human life here and seeing my parents, who would be, I had so much respect for them. It was incredible, the amount of respect I had for those players.

I'm calling them players. See, the thing is like, okay, so I'm seeing them from that side as the mother and father. Those are their characters. I respected them like the player who is the character.

You know, like, because the player, the soul, is who you really are. Yeah, and from their side, you know that, and you respect that. The soul is playing as this certain character, and you know, it's such an admirable thing to be seen from the other side looking at a human, at a human life.

It's just incredible.

So April was asking, and I think April, what she meant was, you're asking why are the guides on Earth outnumber the non-guide people? I think she was saying that the guides that are helping the people on Earth outnumber the people on Earth.

I just meant non-physical beings that are participating in the Earth play outnumber the physical human players, although we're aware that there are many guides on Earth right now to help with the ascension. So I think that's why that was a little ambiguous.

Sorry.

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Yeah, so no, it's just amazing to think about the perspective that you bring because I think that all of us are, you know, everybody that's here in this group has had their own different experiences of spirituality and, you know, from all different aspects.

But what's amazing is, like I said, to hear this first-person recount of what you've seen and felt and had the real experience of, to have a first-person description, is just mind-bending. Totally right.

I actually find it a lot. I appreciate that, but it's, I don't feel that way because I actually find it a little bit comical that everybody doesn't remember because it is a little bit funny. It's a little bit funny because it's not, you know, we all will remember.

No, it's not that remarkable.

Yeah, what? So Sean is asking that she has a lot of clients that really struggle to have a baby, and she has, and her belief is that there's a lineup of souls waiting to be human, but why is it so hard for them?

And she's wondering what else she can do to help the people who are because she tries to help them raise their vibration, and she's wondering what else you can do to help them.

Okay, well, the first half of that question is why. So okay, so the goal of, oh boy, the words are really hard here. The physical reality operates according to its rules. You know, it's law, so biological laws included.

Okay, so then spirit knows the laws and looks in on the system like, okay, imagine you like program a video game, like World of Warcraft or something, you know, and you've got stuff going on in the game, and certain things happen, certain things can't happen, and you just work with what you can because the game is how it is.

Except in this case, the game kind of is evolving and going on its own, but anyway, so there's these constraints that are applying to us, including things that may prevent people from having children or health problems or whatever else.

And there's also a bunch of non-physical activities happening. There's a lot of manifestation happening. There's intention. There's a lot of probabilities being bumped and nudged all over the place.

You know, some people might have fear of not having a child, and then they, you know, maybe push away the probability of having a child, and there's a lot of that stuff going on, and I can't possibly speak to all that.

But so I'm just saying for the first part of the question, some of it is just the way the physical reality plays out sometimes. Unfortunately, it's just how the body works sometimes.

But as to what they can do, oh boy, I mean, my actually my sister struggled with this. I have a lot of respect for women who go through that. I feel like as a male, I'm like, it's like impossible for me to actually feel what a woman feels that can't have a child.

I know how deep it is, and then, and I'm actually chuckling because I told my wife many times that I kind of wish I could have a baby because I remember being female, but anyway.

I would say that so all the things in this life that we experience, there's a lot of needs that the human has: need for food, need for reproduction, need for security, need for money, and love, physical, you know, all those things that we think we need.

We do feel fear when we don't get that stuff. You know, if someone tells you you're not going to have your food anymore, you know, most people are going to feel fear, and not being able to have a baby is pretty similar, actually.

And I think in the sense that we are hardwired to do that, so I don't, so just as a general comment, then when we have fear that's linked to something that is wired into what we are as humans, I think it's important that we, I know this sounds so simple and trite and oversimplified, but we need to accept.

Because when we resist, it's the resistance that hurts, and typically when we resist, we're not helping ourselves. Typically when we resist, we're making it difficult. We're pushing things away, and it's the deepest intent that is nudging their probabilities.

So a lot of people might say, "Okay, I really want to have a baby, so I'm going to tell myself I don't want to have a baby so that I can have a baby." But really, your deepest intent is you still really want.

So what you have to do is work with your own fears. I know it's a very broad comment. Find the fears. Find like, if you feel an inadequacy, papa, need it be a, "Why do I feel that way?" You know, what?

And then as you feel that, allow yourself to feel it. Allow yourself to find what is the negative self-belief I'm holding on to here, and be brave enough to work with it. And if you get to the root, that might help.

Yeah, and so I know the question was about like a lineup of souls. It's not like they're, I don't want to say my perception was not like they're pushing or pushing in line and, "Please make this baby be available."

It's not like that at all. Like I said, the system is operating, and then as there are opportunities, they are happily utilized.

Yeah, yeah, and sometimes it's not the mother's fault. I mean, in my case, it was my fault. It's still my fault. I don't even know who that person was, but I know I'm responsible even now.

And you know what I mean? So that's nothing to do with the poor mom. She probably, you know, I mean, they didn't know there's a spirit coming from another dimension that like had fear issues, you know.

So she was asking, she's wondering about, is Earth the only 3D reality? And is this Earth the most beautiful place in the universe?

Okay, so I'll say no. This is not the only 3D reality. So first of all, we have our whole universe, and it has many opportunities within it, not just Earth. Okay, don't we?

We'd like to think of other planets as other, no, our whole universe is one place. There's other planets. There's a whole system that's big, billions and billions and billions of stars. Okay, that's one system.

And I have some awareness that there are other systems, and I don't know anything about those systems, but they're there. So there are many opportunities both in our reality system, and I believe others as well.

And as to whether Earth is the most beautiful, my opinion is it's all subjective. No, I feel that there is greater beauty in higher realms. The beauty of the higher realms is unspeakable.

So I'm not saying, you know, Earth isn't beautiful. It has beauty, but yeah, I personally wouldn't say it's the most beautiful experience of form possible. I felt like that green grass was awfully beautiful.

Oh, my gosh. All right, well, if anybody else has any other questions, go ahead and ask them now, but I think this has been, for me, this has just been so incredible.

Your story, as soon as I heard it, I couldn't wait to have you come in and share it with us because I feel like it's stuff that we all know about. We've read about it. We learn about it from various sources, but you are the first person I met that can stand there and tell me from first-person experience what you're not, you know, not from a regression.

Because I know that a lot of people go through past life regression, which was made like Wendy was talking about in the comments. She leads past life progressions, but in this case, it was your actual lived memory, which is just amazing.

So that's, it's such a gift to have you share that with us, and it's wonderful. I think it's wonderfully encouraging because it is such a confirmation of all the things that we feel and that we suspect and that we intellectually know but that we don't have direct experience of anymore in terms of our memory.

Yeah, I feel like I'm in a really weird place because, on one hand, it's extremely personal, and it's also impossible to articulate, and also, I feel like it's such a small amount of memory.

You know, who am I? You know, I'm not in your death experience or, I'm just some guy. On the other hand, on the other hand, I really feel that the awakening, as we're using it, is happening.

We do need to talk to each other, and we are allowed to test this. It's not like the veil is like, you know, you got a moral imperative not to, you know, play. You know, we're here to play.

Yeah, so I'll take the risk. I'm, you know, I'm just deciding to take the risk and get it, put myself out there a little bit, and say, "We're not human. You're not human. You, you, this is important that you that feels like you to you is who you are."

Yeah, that you, you think is human is not the you that feels like you to you is who you are. And it's funny because one time after meditating, I had this experience where I became aware of all these other lives I had lived.

Just, I saw these fears. I knew that I was them, and it was like the biggest shock to me of this moment was like, "Oh, my gosh, that's me." Like, I did that. It wasn't like other people that were me. No, it was me.

Like, the me that feels like me to me, what did those things? Yeah, yeah, so it's just so it is the eye, and that eye is not just, not just this character.

So I think it's important we remind each other of that because our society is pretty darn unaware overall. Yeah, our world, especially up till now, has been largely asleep.

We've got some serious fear issues going on in the collective. You know, we're working through them, and, you know, as we do that individually, that is what we got to do is we need our fear individually, and then that helps the collective, and we're participating in that valuable process.

So yeah, wait, so I think it's important to remind each other. I'm happy to speak with anybody who would like to, you know, it's just gonna make connections with people.

And can you share the name of your blog? Christian writes a blog.

Yeah, it's "A Walk in the Physical." A Walk in the Physical.com.

A Walk in the Physical.com. Perfect. I haven't added anything lately because I only write when I'm spirit-led on that blog. I don't just sit down and write, and I'm trying to turn that into a book.

I'm in the process of doing it, so I'm like maybe 90 percent through.

Supreme, yeah, sorry, because I want to try to put it in some framework that is helpful, hopefully.

Wonderful. Yeah, well, you've gotten so many thank yous here. Wendy, Edward says, "Thank you. This was wonderful." She says, "I feel so comfortable with the knowing being more validated. Thank you, Christian."

Edie says, "This is a wonderful, eye-opening gift. So grateful for this talk." Sheila says, "It lands like remembering, and that's cool. A resonance resonates deeply. Thanks, Christian."

Amina says, "Thank you for sharing these profound experiences." Patty says, "We are immensely grateful for this talk. Thank you, Christian." Teresa says, "The veil is spinning. We will so assist be so surprised by what we encounter."

And Jen says, "Thank you, Christian. Really well articulated. You convey a much larger perspective than words can convey. Thanks for being you."

Yeah, Barbara says, "Support each other." Peter says, "The act on the stage with the 3D life." Sheila, Shelley, "Thank you, Christian. Your experiences are amazing." Sheila says, "Thank you, Christian. Very helpful and timely. Thank you."

Ann, you're very welcome. Thank you. So anyway, thank you. Get it. Rock on, dude.

Barbara, I really appreciate everybody that's here. I can see all these faces on the screen, yes, and I'm telling you what, like, this is a group of masters. You know, there's a lot of potential and power here, and it's an honor to even talk with you.

I appreciate it very much, and thank all of you for everything you're doing in your lives right now, and thank you for being human. Like, you may not when you woke up this morning, you probably didn't think you're like a superhero for getting out of bed and brushing your teeth, but you are.

So thank you for doing that, and we wake up tomorrow. It's okay to remind yourself of that, you know, that you are a superhero. So yeah, I just feel like that's like the one thing I just want to share with everybody.

It's cool. Like, thank you for being you and for being here, and you're like, you have guides like watching over you, cheering you on too, and you know, you're not alone.

For those of you who'd like the link, Michael and Sandy just posted it in the comments. I will have recorded this, and I'll be posting the recording both on YouTube and on the Wisdom Soup Facebook page.

With some soup YouTube channels, if you go onto YouTube, you'll see it there. Just type in Wisdom Soup, or I'll also be posting it in my Spirit Means Business Facebook group. So either place, if you want to watch it again, you can find it there.

And like I said, you can contact Christian through his blog.

Thanks so much for spending the evening with us, Christian. This is just as good as I thought it was going to be, even better. So it's just amazing. So great to spend time. So thank you, everybody.

Wonderful to see you guys, and I'll be sending out the next invitation again. It will be rather than doing the second Thursday, it'll be a couple of days early.

If you haven't seen my videos about what's coming on the 11th, do go check it out. There's some big stuff happening. I want to make sure, excuse me, that everybody is prepared because it is something we do need to be prepared for.

So thanks so much, and I will say goodbye for now.